Hi everyone,

I often think "Why Me?!"

Why are my doctors so useless? Why do they look at me as if I am making it up? Why? 

Some days I feel so low I dont want to even bother getting out of bed, sometime I wish I could close my eyes and that would be it, no more pain, no more "whats wrong with you NOW!" from people or "so.... when will you be better then?" and all the rubbish people come out with. Other days are brilliant, I can actually get myself up and about and do things, be the best I can be.  Sorry this is a moan, I am feeling quite low, sorry.   Most of the time I do look on the positive side, thinking positive, knowing how much I can do, and not looking at what I can't do, but every now and then, the sadness comes.

On a good note, I was totally relieved that I found the support group, I went to my first coffee morning last month, and it was a relief that I didn't have to explain why I had to keep moving, why I was feeling the way I was, I felt accepted, thank you to you all.

I am looking forward to the next meeting which is in June, not sure what to expect as this is an evening gathering and I am usually too tired to do much by 7:30. 

Keep smiling everyone, be as happy as you can be, dont let others drag you down.